Excited for Monday!

Monday I will hopefully find out the sex of the baby. Then on to baby names and shopping. I have nothing left from the other kids and gonna just start over. I have never been able to sleep without the babies...lol so I'm gonna give a crib a try. Guess I stay up all night listening to a monitor, or heck just sleep in the room with the baby. It's weird hearing all the comments I've been getting. How all the girls my age are becoming grandmothers. Um, the ones that had kids while in high school maybe, but I'm really not that old. I know older Mom's. It will be fine. It always is. What do I think the baby will be? Well, if I judge from the others: Dylan was a breeze, Gia ok, Anna hell. This one has been completely drama free. Just a little whoozie now and again. So boy? We'll now sure enough. So, now for the last baby (BETTER BE) on to what I finally decided to be...lol You know when I grow up. I found an online college that offered exactly what I wanted. Can I make money at it? I've heard that question. Does anyone know really if they will land that perfect job after school. No, and it rarely happens. This career is really one that comes from the heart. I certainly plan to go back to work after this child is born, and work on my career. Plenty of people do that I am sure. I just have to do what makes me happy, but I do have to provide for four kids. You can never rely on child support. It's random, and really only up to the father if he will pay. I've certainly learned that. I haven't got a dime since the middle of December. So it's getting tight. I'm starting to sell stuff...:-( but you do what you have to do to make it. Hopefully, you get to point where you enjoy just what you need to make it. WINTER SICKLY BLUES: Being a larger Mommy, and I am sure this happens to the skinny Mommies too...the cold is getting me down. I would take anything over the cough pee situation. I laugh I pee, I cough I pee, I sneeze oh it's change clothes time. If this happens to you in public you are basically screwed til you can get back home. I try to just stay home until this crap is over, which it seems like it's only rotating to each family member back to me. It's worst right now, but heck I can't plan a whole day. It's honestly just sucks and very embarrassing. Well, on a happier note I am so ready to get in the garden. Gonna really try my best to get some herbal stuff grown and make things out of it. Love it so much. MORE LATER.